Why can't life be like Netflix...?

I honestly don't know what to write about today. I think I want to spill about my life right now, and hopefully, down the line, I'll find something to branch out on. That's how this normally works anyway, right? Let's see... Where to start today...

I'm not babysitting for the next month. That means no money for me. That means I'm open to anything for money right now. (No. Not that. Get your mind straight...) I want to move out sometime around the start of the new year, but that can't happen if I don't have money to save up for rent. If you know me personally, and you know of a job opening somewhere, please, contact me.

The horoscopes are still haunting me. I'm posting them on my Facebook occasionally, but only if they make sense. I think horoscopes are a hoax, but I'm falling for them. They keep mentioning something I want, and how "now is the time to act." There's always going to be something someone wants, so of course this is going to seem like it's meant for me when, obviously, it isn't. It's a psychological thing...

I'm starting to think that what I want isn't important anymore. I'd rather keep what I have, than sacrifice it for something else. I shouldn't be greedy, right? Those that know, know. And those that don't may ask, but will be denied, because I have told all that can handle it.

Man, I'm all over the place today. Can I just say, Netflix is amazing. You can get what you want instantly, for a price. I wish my life was like that right now... I want so much, but I'm too lazy to go out and get it. Why can't it come to me?

Why can't life be like Netflix...?